Nothing's really happening. And martinez doesn't want to hang with the
rest of the district cuz they're being difficult. But I did eat at
chipotle, which was good. But that made me really full, and running or
moving a lot hurts.
 I don't like having dumb pdays cuz we don't have a lot of time, and
when we waste half the day trying to figure out what to do, and
usually the majority of the people want to do something I don't.
  But compromising is another thing to learn. Even if it's usually one sided.
I saw this funny thing that said: my wife wanted a cat. I didn't want
a cat. We compromised and got a cat. That's how it usually is on
pdays. I don't want to do things, everyone else wants to do things. So
I actually end up sitting on the sidelines. Not doing the nothing I
wanted to do.
 We have like an hour left of pday, because we have a DA at 5, so that
takes an hour off. But I wanted to go shopping, we usually do that
throughout the week, when we have more time.

    I really wanted to play handball. But no one else really wants to,
and they are playing rugby now.
 I still feel like I'm just.... There.... In the corner ...of all
these groups. People have their friend groups, and I have me. I still
feel like the third wheel in this district. I'm not apart of it.
Sometimes I feel like too much weight because 5 wasn't too bad. But
6... 6 is horrible. Just too many much missionaries.

   I don't really like sports. Everyone else really loves sports.

It's been a long time since I've been with a friend in the district.
Elder law was good. Elder bey was good. Elder Campbell was good. I
actually had fun with them. Oh well. I guess I have to go through
rough dry patches for a long time, before.... Something happens.   I
talk to people but I'm not friends with them. It's hard to make and
keep friends in the mission. Even with other missionaries, cuz you can
only be around your comp all day every day. And if that's hard... Too
bad. You're stuck for 6 weeks at a time.    Bytheway, it's crazy how
this transfer is already over.
    Oh well.
I'll try to think happy thoughts.